This past month has been confusing. Trouble with parents, school and trying to wrap things up and get it right. I’ve had some time to think about where I should be in terms of my mind set and why I am going to China in the first place… I dont consider this a punishment, but more of a chance to have a different perspective or outlook on life. The only thing I can do is take this opportunity and make something great! I am not sure what it will be but I think I can do it. I am hoping to kind of start over in a sense and redo all the things that I didn’t have a chance to do in America…..And of coarse three days before I leave I get in pretty deep trouble with my parents, and will leave on a fairly negative note with them. This is exactly what I didn’t want to happen. But everything happens for a reason. This just might be a little harder than I thought…